I'm writing this from my parents place. They live in Lahti which is much closer to airport than Lappeenranta. My father gives me a ride to airport in the very early morning. Weather is rather crappy so we have to reserve time. I'm making minor changes to my luggages and preparing some snack for the morning. I should be excited at the moment but I think I don't have any time or resources to be. So many things to think and to do - no place to be excited...